Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.

Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.

  • ProteanG6777@lemmynsfw.com
    7·
    2 days ago

    Options to consider: I. Professional company keepers if you can afford it.

    II. Keep busy with Work - I use such holidays as free Overtime shift gathering glitch. Workflow seem to be mid anyway, would rather get paid than hanging out at home alone if i can’t avoid it.

    Pay your self with some type of travel or self-care after this ,holiday vacationers pressure must have subsided by that time anyway.

    III.An alternative will be to volunteer at hospitals to keep senior citizens company or foodbanks/ pantry or local community based need. This can be planned ahead in case necessary screening is needed.

    IV. You can start a Lemmy4Lemmy holiday company discord or something adjacent to r4r SFW and or NSFW. Beware of sellers and bots though.

    • daddy32@lemmy.world
      5·
      2 days ago

      I like III. I found that shifting the focus from how miserable one feels because of the circumstances to trying to find out ways to help other people (anyone!) helps to really shift the inner monologue and feelings.

  • 0x01@lemmy.ml
    52·
    3 days ago

    Your worth as a person isn’t measured by your ability to find a romantic companion

    You are simply a person, people of the alternate gender are simply people. There is no magic transition that happens when you find a relationship, people are depressed in and out of love.

    My recommendation is to find community, leave the house, look for public events, join board game nights, pick up a hobby like pottery or biking or a specific video game, get really into something and enjoy your platonic time with people who also enjoy that thing.

    Platonic relationships have just as much value as romantic relationships.

  • 2ugly2live@lemmy.world
    51·
    2 days ago

    There’s a difference between being alone versus “lonely.” I know this sounds flippant, but you have to find things you like. Things you wake up and look forward to, or plan for yourself. Maybe plan something for yourself next holiday? Take yourself out to dinner, spa day if that’s your bag, maybe look into a hobby you’ve always been interested in, go to a out-of-the way store, whatever is special to you and for you.

    Good luck.

  • Sergio@slrpnk.netEnglish
    24·
    3 days ago

    Hey fam! I’m not doing anything on christmas day, and @friendless@lemmy.blahaj.zone had a post today where they said they didn’t have anything that day either.

    How about on christmas day all of us get together on a post somewhere and talk! You know, we can just chat like we’re at a party or something?! We can post images and song links and… I dunno… type out song lyrics and complete each other’s sentences and stuff?

    Maybe we can make it a megathread on a community like… hm…

    what do ya say?!?

  • EABOD25@lemm.eeEnglish
    38·
    3 days ago

    Not lonely anymore, but I spent about 10 years having every single holiday by myself. What worked for me personally was either ignore the holiday or just have an all-out bash on my own. I understand how it might not work for other people but celebrating on my own helped me learn that I should value my own time and appreciate what I can do for myself. If I ignored the holiday, it was because I didn’t want to cook for myself.

    There’s no problem being alone as long as you value and appreciate what you can do alone.

    Now with that being said, I spend the majority of my time with my wife now and she respects my time and space the way it is. I wouldn’t have been able to find that if I didn’t first respect myself and my own time and space

    • RedditWanderer@lemmy.world
      15·
      3 days ago

      The bird will never land if you constantly stand guard to catch it, instead improve your ship and sail into warmer waters; the bird will land while you are not looking - CGP Grey

  • TheRealKuni@lemmy.worldEnglish
    7·
    2 days ago

    Have you tried therapy? Judging by the comments in here, you sound depressed. And not without reason! Therapy can really help.

  • Today@lemmy.world
    35·
    3 days ago

    It sounds silly, but you could try volunteering. I grew up with just my mom and we didn’t have much $. She used to spend part of Thanksgiving and/or Christmas working at a ‘soup kitchen’. Making the time better for other people can make it better for you too. Also, you might meet other single people.

    • Platypus@lemmings.worldOP
      45·
      3 days ago

      It really isn’t for me. Sometimes at work I feel used or stomped… That doesn’t give me the will to help anyone else. If anything makes me resentful, people like me can’t help and I don’t believe in charities.

  • hardcoreufo@lemmy.world
    3·
    2 days ago

    I moved to the opposite side of the country as my friends and family a decade ago and refuse to travel during holidays. Some years I’ve been lucky enough to have friends in similar situations but since covid it’s been kinda rough. IDK if it will work for you but I fly back between Thanksgiving and Xmas and we celebrate then. Other than that to me it’s just another day.

  • theherk@lemmy.world
    9·
    2 days ago

    I’m not lonely but I have really enjoyed mastering fudge. Maybe try that. Remember, don’t go past 114 and resist the urge to stir.

  • atempuser23@lemmy.world
    10·
    3 days ago

    For myself. I drove to a cold rocky beach, ate turkey sandwiches alone, and screamed at the ocean. It became a tradition.

    Learn to celebrate .

    If it’s your bag, looking into faith communities to for Christmas. You can celebrate the holiday for the religious reason. Decorate and find events, like public tree lighting.

    For new years there are usually big public countdowns somewhere. If you can ‘get into it’ just going to an event can help you enjoy it. Get a hat and a noise maker.

    It’s going to be up to you to figure make your own excitement and enjoyment for the holidays.

    Valentines day sucks for everyone. Just Yikes.

    Look for social media event spaces, meetup.com helped me find stuff decades ago.

    Read up on stoicism as well as absurdism if your not a religious kind of person. They aren’t answers but can help you find the right questions.

  • AnthropomorphicCat@lemmy.world
    2·
    2 days ago

    Autistic adult here. I love being alone. Since 2020 (pandemic) I have spent both Christmas and the new year alone at my home with my cat. I just cooked something special for myself and acted like it was a normal day. Also I sent messages to all my friends wishing them happy holidays.

    I have to admit, though, that this year I felt a little lonely, so I decided to visit my family again, but only for Christmas. I want to spend the new year alone, otherwise it would be too much time surrounded by too many people.

  • mechoman444@lemmy.world
    112·
    3 days ago

    My girlfriend and my mom hate each other for no reason. I’m going to spend the holidays with my girlfriend because… Well y’all get it. Right?

    I’m just saying I’m not lonely… But at what cost! AT WHAT COST!

  • Rentlar@lemmy.ca
    10·
    3 days ago

    Find a passion that isn’t porn, or alcohol, irrespective of the season. Since (I assume) you have time off, use it to find something else to try and get good at. Such as improving your strength and endurance at the gym, learning a new language, starting a new project, taking up a new instrument, read a history book or any book, etc., going to a new place, learning to cook a new kind of meal, etc. etc.