It’s effecting my work and mu boss seems ready to fire me and i will lose my apartment. I am angry all the time now and I worry I am alienating friends and family. I am fatigued all day long and want nothing more then just sleep and all I can do is lay in bed and hope I have a good night and sleep for maybe three hours and I don’t know what to do. I can’t even afford therapy.
I don’t know how supportive your boss is, but do you think it’s worth telling them you’re having problems sleeping and that you’re making effort to resolve it?
Edit: also, I’m really sorry you’re going through this. I had a bad period of insomnia years ago and it really fucked me up. It will end though, hang in there.