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  • kivihiili@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    6 days ago

    uh a little stressful. was going to continue cleaning and fixing car but an approximately 1.5 ton pile of rocks magically appeared in our driveway on thursday. our family has yet to explain us why…

    we’ll be visiting beach in a couple hours though, it will be the first time we’ve gone swimming in uhh… wow over six years at this point? anyways the dysphoria shall prevail no longer!!

    also in the near future planning to go to the coast via bicycle. not the worst idea we’ve ever had though :3

    finally we’re gonna be trying to get into some private pilot training. lots and lots of planning and stuff but wish us luck!!! (apparently still cheaper than college tuition by several times lol)


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    wait this is how the past week has gone. to answer that uh, family health problems. will not delve into the specifics but at least one night we had to bike over an hour home while very sleepy, the bus does not run that late sadly. lots and lots of taking care of others in general, both family and friends who are themselves not doing so well.

    we suck at writing this week hehe sorry!!!


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    turns out the rocks are for landscaping. wish we were told a little sooner but oh well :)

    • Domi@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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      4 days ago

      Look after yourselves. Sick family crates such complicated emotions. Hope you have someone to talk to about it.