• lightnsfw@reddthat.com
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    20 days ago

    Eh, I’ve thought about killing myself pretty much every day since I was in grade school. I’m not worried about it. Worst case scenario is that I actually do it and my problems are over with at that point.

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      19 days ago

      Worst case scenario is that you form a family and then one day reveal to your children that all of the adult stuff you’re dealing with is too much and you plan to dump the two inheritance cases on them that you have been putting off dealing with until the government started getting pissed, on top of obviously the third case that is you, because those thoughts have only gotten more haunting as you age and the weight of adulthood responsibilities increases.

      On the other hand, the bad conscience will end with death too, so maybe it doesn’t matter if you fuck anyone over with it.

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          19 days ago

          Well, that’s one relief then. I still think you should take it more seriously, but also, I absolutely understand your line of reasoning. I wish you didn’t have to deal with that, and I hope you do find some healthy way out of it.