Wow, that was something. There are things in there that I don’t really relate to, for which I’m thankful. I guess my response to the self-doubting voice is usually “yeah, this might all be a huge mistake. So what? yolol”

But that section on looking back at the kid I supposedly was, and not feeling any connection to them; not really knowing how I managed to get this far, seeing the calendar skip from decade to decade… yeah, I felt that. “I didn’t want to live until I came out”: ain’t that the truth.