Not at bad person at all, there are many different ways to play a part in fixing things and you don’t have to be one that does harm. Mutual aid is great and can make you feel fulfilled in life while benefiting your community. I hope things get better for you and that you are able to find peace with yourself and this world. Its shitty times we are going through that is for sure and I hope to see you in the good times when they come back.